Today, I feel like a big fat sea cow... I feel as if we will never get pregnant! I feel as if all of this is for nothing. I feel defeated and sad today. 2 years and nothing. 5 days from now will be our one year mark for the first and probably last time I will ever be pregnant..... I hate feeling so bad, so hopeless....
Please God I am tired of begging.... I do not understand....
I know that there is a plan, but I am so tired of hurting, of feeling not good enough.... When will I be good enough??
