Saturday, May 24, 2008

I can only imagine...



I love this song... It brings me to tears. I asked Ron to make sure and play this song at my funeral one day. It makes me think of all those who have gone before me, of friends and family no longer here. I think of my angel babies who never made it. I think of Amaris, Logan, Anders, Bale & Crosby....

I can only imagine...

Friday, May 16, 2008

Sharon A Post

My mother was an amazing woman. She passed away almost 12 years ago and yet some days it feels as if it were yesterday. I know she is with me always. She is so much a part of who I am. I am reminded of her every time I look into the mirror. She used to call me her dearest heart and gentle soul... I miss that, I miss her...




Love you Mama....

Friday, May 2, 2008

The Scale


I hate the scale, but lately I have been excited to step on it once a week. I just stepped on it w/ clothes on and have lost almost 29 lbs. I have a long way to go...LOL But it feels good. I have not been this weight since my early 20's. My ticker says I have 50 lbs to lose, but in reality I would like to lose 100 lbs. But if I have smaller increments it does not seem like an impossible goal. Does that make sense? If I have a ticker that says only 75 more to go, I would feel discouraged.. After this 50 that I lose I am going to have another ticker w/ 25 to lose and then another 25 to lose. I will reach my goal! I want to be healthy and I want to have a baby!! You know!

Just had to update on my weight loss journey! The Metformin is helping.. It sucks but it is helping, lol! I am off to make myself a low fat vanilla smoothie w/ bananas and frozen berries... Mmmmhhhhhhh... I am going to wear my new pants today and maybe I will try and take a full body pic.. I try and only do face shots cause I always feel so fat..LOL