Waiting is so hard....

5 days left till our due date! This waiting part has to be the hardest part of the last 9 months. We are so excited and can not wait to meet our little guy!

I have a doctors appt on Wednesday our due date and we are going to see if I progressed anymore. I am so hoping.

Wel all I can say is come on Baby Brinnon! We can not wait to meet you and hold you!

38 weeks and counting....

So I know I dropped off the face of the planet, but I am back. Not sure that anyone really follows my Blog, but I miss it. I plan on updating as much as possible. Pregnancy has been tough but I would not trade it for anything! I am in love with this little miracle inside of me. We are having a little boy. Ron and I our so excited to meet him. We have been waiting 41 months for him. He truly is our Miracle. We have been told that we could have him any day, but he is stubborn! I think he likes it in there...LOL So we shall see! I am hoping he will be here on the 11th... Not sure why that date, but just hoping....

Almost 16 weeks....

I can not believe that in 2 more days I will be 16 weeks. 4 months pregnant. I am so scared. I have never made it this far. I am so in love w/ baby M and I do not think I could deal w/ anything bad. I try to just have faith and believe, but some days are harder than others. I have not been on much because I have been so sick. They finally put me on Unisom and B6 and it helps a little. I went from throwing up 12 times a day to 3 or 4. It has been so hard and yet I would not trade it for anything in the world. My husband has been so amazing taking care of us and doing everything. I am so in love w/ him. He is my Heart! He is so excited to be a Papa! He will be a good one. He is kind and patient and emotional.

I have one more month till we get our big ultrasound. We will be able to find out what we are having. Everyone thinks we are having a girl. I hope so but will be happy w/ a healthy baby! It would just be nice to name my first born after my mama!

I miss my mom so much right now. Some days it is almost to much. I wish she was here to compare notes w/ to just have her hold me and tell me that everything will be ok... I have to believe that she is watching over me and M!!

God, please keep us safe....

7 Weeks today

I am pregnant w/ my Miracle. We went to see the Fertlity Specialist on Monday August 4th and we were supposed to start IUI this month, but that next morning I POAS and got a BFP. I have been so worried and stressed but today we went and had an ultrasound and there before me was the most beautiful Baby w/ a strong gorgeous heartbeat. I was in awe. We have named him or her Baby M. M being short for Miracle. I am so in love w/ Baby M. 31 months of pain and tears... We are finally going to have a baby! My due date is April 18th, 2009. I just keep praying that God keeps Baby M safe and sound...

I am scared.

Tomorrow is the big day! I get to meet my specialist. I am scared and nervous! What if he says there is nothing he can do for me??

I will update my blog when I get home.....

I am off to bed... Hopefully I can sleep!