I am a slacker

It has been forever since I have posted on my Blog. But I git a very nice note from another mama and she told me that she enjoyed reading my Blog, it made my heart feel super happy. I have missed writing in it and really do need a place to get it all out. I do not know if it will be another 6 months till I write in it again, but I will try. It is hard to get anything done with my little guy fast on my heels. He is my shadow and wherever I go there he is. He started walking at about 10 1/2 months and is now running and walking everywhere. He looks like a little drunken sailor when walking, so cute. He takes a lot of falls and has his mama worrying all the time. I am so ready to bubble wrap him and call it good. He says Hi and waves, he also says mama and dada. He just is starting to show his temper and wants what he wants. He is funny and opinionated and just all around full of piss and vinegar as my Mama would have said.

So much has happened. We just bought a new house and OMG, who knew it would be so expensive?? All the stuff you have to buy for taking care of the house and massive yard is very surprising. But I love the house. it is filled with so much sunlight and just feels good. I have lots of plans for painting, but am thinking it will have to wait until next summer. It is wonderful having a place of our own.

Well I would love to write some more but little guy just woke up and I need to get him changed and ready!

6 Months

Brinnon has filled my heart, he is my everything. His smile lights up my whole world. I just never knew that I could love like this. He is 6 months old and amazing.

It has been a rough 6 months. He just started sleeping more than 2 hours at a time. between sleep deprivation and all the crying I was at times ready to go crazy. Even with all the ups and downs I would not trade him for anything. It is hard for me to get on the computer anymore because he is constantly in need of my services. He loves to just go go go! He wants to be moving, exploring and learning all the time. He rolls over every which way, loves to stand and has a one track mind. He got his first tooth at 5 months and his second is coming in now too. Teething has been pretty challenging, but this too shall pass. He is constantly doing new things. He just signed his first word to me (Milk)! So cool, except now he wants milk all the time and breastfeeding all the time does not work so well. I can't believe I am still breastfeeding. It has been such a challenge but we are plugging away! I love it and so does he. I tried to give him formula and he refused it, I would too it tastes icky!

He has the prettiest eyes and I think he is pretty cute. He continues to amaze me every day! We got him his Halloween Costume, he is going to be a monkey. We are going to a Halloween Party tomorrow with all the couples and their babies that we attended our labor and delivery classes with. So exciting! 9 little babies all dressed up! Should be interesting. Hopefully I will have more time to update my blog! Right now Papa and baby are sleeping and I snuck into the computer room to have some me time.



Well off to bed, we have to be up early and who knows how long Brinnon will sleep!

Waiting is so hard....

5 days left till our due date! This waiting part has to be the hardest part of the last 9 months. We are so excited and can not wait to meet our little guy!

I have a doctors appt on Wednesday our due date and we are going to see if I progressed anymore. I am so hoping.

Wel all I can say is come on Baby Brinnon! We can not wait to meet you and hold you!

38 weeks and counting....

So I know I dropped off the face of the planet, but I am back. Not sure that anyone really follows my Blog, but I miss it. I plan on updating as much as possible. Pregnancy has been tough but I would not trade it for anything! I am in love with this little miracle inside of me. We are having a little boy. Ron and I our so excited to meet him. We have been waiting 41 months for him. He truly is our Miracle. We have been told that we could have him any day, but he is stubborn! I think he likes it in there...LOL So we shall see! I am hoping he will be here on the 11th... Not sure why that date, but just hoping....

Almost 16 weeks....

I can not believe that in 2 more days I will be 16 weeks. 4 months pregnant. I am so scared. I have never made it this far. I am so in love w/ baby M and I do not think I could deal w/ anything bad. I try to just have faith and believe, but some days are harder than others. I have not been on much because I have been so sick. They finally put me on Unisom and B6 and it helps a little. I went from throwing up 12 times a day to 3 or 4. It has been so hard and yet I would not trade it for anything in the world. My husband has been so amazing taking care of us and doing everything. I am so in love w/ him. He is my Heart! He is so excited to be a Papa! He will be a good one. He is kind and patient and emotional.

I have one more month till we get our big ultrasound. We will be able to find out what we are having. Everyone thinks we are having a girl. I hope so but will be happy w/ a healthy baby! It would just be nice to name my first born after my mama!

I miss my mom so much right now. Some days it is almost to much. I wish she was here to compare notes w/ to just have her hold me and tell me that everything will be ok... I have to believe that she is watching over me and M!!

God, please keep us safe....